my tsunami story

now i noe y ive been sleepin non-stop, lazy to wake up, waking up late n all...its all cos im so sick n tired to face my p1 (d neva endin project..ahah) yea..everything dun seem to b turning out rite..problems occur one aft d other. n d solutions to it is hard to get..oh well, enuf of my p1. dat project will neva stop me from complainin..khekhekhe...

had a dream juz now..i dreamt dat i was a victim of tsunami! oh gosh! it scared d hell out of me! tinkin baq i shud call it nitemare instead. so yea my tsunami story..its scary la cos i actuali culd "feel" d waves pullin me n buryin me..d story goes...

i was at some beach..shud i say its at East Coast? heheh...den me n my frens were lyk playing, havin bbq n all untill we see d sea water lyk "crawling" out lyk wan to grab n eat us. den we saw tis big human-sized container? (which looked lyk a bus) so we went in..many ppl were in it too. d nex ting i noe, d container is oredy on d water (it can float!) but we culd still feel it being so wobbly cos of d waves..n ders tis tym where d waves turned d container. i culd actuali feel lyk it was real n dat d container gonna topple n get sucked in! ahhhh!!! but luckily it dint..somehow d container got driver! n d driver is good at drifting on water! wth! ahahaha!!! i was prayin hard hoppin dat we culd all b save..i was reali praying hard!

d nex ting i noe im at some island, den duno wad happen everything seem to be fast fowarded or sumtin..saw my mom, pray some more for protection n all den duno wad happen..another tsunami attack! aaaaaahhh!!! i was at d shore den i saw d water lyk being sucked in to d deeper part of d sea lyk d water reversing from d shore n u can see more sand den water kind of ting..d nex ting i noe a huge big fat wave is coming my way.. oh gosh! den aft dat i was oredy in d same container but tis tym it dint float..i cud see d water covering half of my face at d window...

d story is very anti-climax. i woke up aft dat..thanx to me sis hu woke me up to do p1! hmm..wonder hows d ending gonna be..prob ill let u decide! do i live? or do i diE? will d tsunami EVER END!? hahaha...

now its raining, feelin d cold breeze so reminds me of my tsunami story..m i scared of water now? huahuahua.....

reflections

hav been doin some blog-hoppin..n most of dem are from tp..ppl dat i dunno tho..from other skewl..hmm..but it is interesting...not dat im kaypo..im juz bored n ive neva done "blog-hoppin" before so juz wanna giv it a try..

so lyk ive said..its intersting cos here u are complaining bout ur life n how u deal wit projects n how u feel lyk quittin n all, other ppl are goin thru d same problems as u. but in a diff way. cos lyk dey are from other skewl n dey hafta study n hav exams..i guess its more stressful dat way.. some thought of slacking or even dint go for class but i dunt tink dey ever thot of giving up..hmm..cos "its all for diploma's sake". thinking baq, why cant we be lyk dem? i mean d way we put our mindset. hafta admit dat it is stressing tho but den its how we deal wit it, right? instead of lyk havin d feeling of quittin..be strong man!

i came across tis one blogger i find dat his thinking is quite "deep". it kinda made me reflect on myself "what d hell am i doin!? y m i givin up so earli? i mean i hafta b optimistic n look on d bright side, learn to appreciate tings happenin ard u." n one ting for sure...to reali "enjoy wad ur doin" (quoted from my fren..hehe) . tis way, u can deliver a good work instead of dreadin wad ur suppose to do. it kinda motivated me?? i guess...not juz for lyk d tym being..prob its good for future motivation too..

another ting i wanna add..to reali love god..for he is always der for u..in good n bad tyms..always... :)

before and after

i miss doin art.. ahah..

actuali i saw tis secondary skewl guy carryin an a3 file..it juz reminds me of my secondary skewl days..carrying an a3 file ard..wit all my drawings, batiks n all... (n to tink dat i tot a3 was a big size to carry! haiyo!)

now..im carrying all kinds of file size..a4, a3, n even a2! ahah! tings gets bigger wen ur in poly.. i used to feel so uncomfortable wen i had to draw in a2 size papers..now i cant live without dem..! hah!

last tym i juz need to carry files n papers..now i carry WOOD! khekhe...all sizes too.. i need more hands! im always super clumsy wen i had to carry all those stuff.. ppl are staring at me lyk "what the...." or even those pitiful or tryin to tahan their laughter looks.. ahah.. wth! help la! esp if ur takin d same bus as me! dush!

imagine..carrying ur normal daily bag (for my case its a bagpack) + another tot bag (full of wood) + a quite long tube for d a2 drawings..hmm..sumtyms ders even a + + stuff to bring..den wen u hafta get on d bus, u hafta juggle d stuff dat u bring, to takin out n tapping ur ez link card n puttin it back in ur pocket, to preparing ur stuff n makin sure u dun bump into anyone, to..wen u get a place to sit -d most difficult situation u can ever be- i cant believe i actuali managed to carry those stuff.. looking all so clumsy... i so can be a clown in a circus! juggling all those stuff! u can call me "super juggler!" huahuahua!!

oh well, clumsy days are over for now -sort of- ....so im havin a break from my "part-time job" as a "clown". till d nex project..adiyos ppl!

finally finally finally.....

hmm... finally i getta change my skin... thanx xris! haha..ting anythin to do wit blog i juz leave it to u ah..i juz sign in to create post onli... khekhekhe....hmm..i lyk tis new skin...so colourful!! n erm..tink i hafta change d colours of my previous posts...too colourful..u guys sure cant read one...ahah! but den again..colours REALLY makes it intrestin...heheh...

haiz..i miss my dad!! finally i getta see him today...aft..er i dunoo...3 to 4 days?? not dat he went overseas or anythin...he still in s'pore livin under d same roof as me for dat matter! ..but its juz d timing..its sooooo wrong!!! wen i come home...(its late btw) he's oredy off to work..n wen i wake up in d morn..went to skewl..he still haben come home...so..yea... i miss him...but i dint tell him... i juz told my mom.."its been so long since i last saw dad...its lyk as if he out-station lyk dat".. n i bet my mom told him cos today wen i FINALLY getta see him he was lyk teasin me n smilin2... hahah...well..i juz laugh n tease him back..den he was off to work...haiz...but den i getta say "BYE BYE" to him today..secretly contented...at least sumtin...hopefully i getta see him again tomoro...its been quite some tym...well i am close to my family so yea...but d onli problem is dat i tend to not tell dem dat i love dem or i miss dem... i juz act neutral..lyk it dun reali bother me kinda ting...hahah.. i juz dunno how to express those feelings...n i dun wanna make it a big deal..juz get over it ah... hah!

hmm....oh! finally i get approval for my p1!! FINALLY!! gosh!! it takes so long la to get approval..but den..i onli get apporved by 1 lect..3 more lects to go...hmm..shud i take some tym to consult dem too or juz get along n start doin my maquette?? hmmm...to decide first ting tomoro morn! for now..im juz so happy n contented dat my idea hav been approved (duno izit coz not enuf tym or cos its not bad idea dats y can get approval ah..heheh) hmm..was actualli demoralized n no mood in doin my p1 any further...rejections suck!! break up ah!! ahahaha!!!! but now..hmm..on second thot... khekhekehekh....!!! crap man!

p1 is reali takin my tym wit my family...its lyk i juz come home to eat, watch tv, hav some rest den im off to my room to do my work...den tomoro MORN im off to skewl...wad a routine! now everyday i live in "fear"..tinkin dat im skewlin d nex day..(even tho D NEX DAY is a SATURDAY!!! or even SUNDAY!! bestest! weekend!!) dat day on mon..i even tot i had p1 class..i came earli! gosh! -_- guess p1 is reali haunting me man!! someone save me!! ahhh...

ok den..tink i beta cut my crap..till den...i duno wen will i hav tym again to blog..so.. adiyos for now..!