fashion change.

its interesting how a person's sense of fashion can change over the years.

i rmb back when i was in lower sec -embarassing moments-
i always wear baggy tshirt wit bermudas n slipper. n my hair was tied up into a ponytail.
n i was super lazy to dress up. thats like my daily fashion.
just imagine.

until my sis keeps on sayin that if she were to go out wit me ppl might mistook us as les!
basket! grrr!!

but my fashion sense is different now. (thank god!)
aft my sisters gav me a knee length jeans skirt for my birthday during sec 1 or 2.
(wit the hope that i will become more girly)
HAHAHAHA!!!!

guess their hope was fulfilled.
now i cant stop but to keep dressin up. but there is still the sporty side of me. :)


how hav urs changed?

aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

thats exactly wat i wanna do...

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!

logically..my brain is constantly telling me to calm down
CALM THE BLOODY HELL DOWN....

my heart is soooo shaking to let this anger out.
if only whateva ive shouted in my heart can be like literally let out..

but im listenin to my brain..think rational..
no point being angry. so i hafta stay positive n think happy thots.
make jokes..laugh..LAUGH!!!!!!

no choice hafta resort to bloggin. hurhur..

affected

i THINK i prolly know why ive been having many dreams....

cos...

im going thru alot of peer pressure.
haaa....
nothing serious.
just some lil things that ppl talk bout that makes me think to myself.
putting myself in the shoes..that sorta thing.
normal convos that sets me thinkin.
like futures, schs, grades, relationships, life in general...

oh well.

n now i prolly know why ive been slacking and procrastinating.

1. i know i cant get the best out of what i do
2. considering that im a particular person, doin something that i know i cant do well really demoralise me. alot.
3. im just discouraged

but im living each day with extra juice to push me further. LAUGHTERS.
my only source of encouragement.
AFTERALL, i am a goofball (according to tickle test. hehe)

dreams or nightmares?

been having lots of dreams lately.
and i dont know what is the msg my dreams are trying to send me.

almost everyday..eh wait night..i dream bout im running.
both running AWAY and running FOR something.
exactly what..i dont know.
but i do know that ill feel lethargic when i wake up..
or i'll be tossing and turning..
sometimes its even hard for me to wake up cos im so engaged in the "movie",
which will lead me to waking up late.

just last night i dreamt that i was swimming, diving (just making sure that im under water)
hmmm...
what does this mean?

then again..are they dreams? or nightmares?
are they really my subconcious mind trying to tell me something? or izit just a devil's play?