and GOD gav me friendship.

i was looking thru some funny friendship quotes.

somehow i find these..SO TRUE!

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A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. - Bernard Meltzer

I know all those people.

I have friendly, social, and criminal relations with the whole lot of them. - Mark Twain

A friend is a person before whom I may think aloud. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Things don't go wrong and break your heart so you can become bitter and give up.

They happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be.

- Charles "Tremendous" Jones

greenery

tht view outside my bedroom window.

somehow it looks so calm despite the rain.

my family

just when i was bout to look forward to tht outing...
nw, its bn cancelled.. oh boy..
the disappointment. the boredom.

i miss family outing.
its bn ages since my WHOLE family actually go out together.
and the chances of us goin out..is like zero to hero. ok make tht hero to ZERO!
it seems like everybody's life is progressing, except for mine. hmm...

everything just seems empty now.
oh well..it kinda sucks being the last child actually.

note to self: KEEP YOURSELF BUSY. (mind over emotions babe!)

that old house

went back to pasir ris on sun. and boy it felt weird. dad wanted to collect money from the tenants.

there hav bn quite a no of changes done to the buildin since the last time i saw it.
new pasted flooring for the lift (quite orbit), blue paint for the railings of the staircase (ee..), and somehw the corridor seem to look spacious nw.
lookin at tht staircase nex to the lift so remind of tht incident i so DO NOT wanna rmb. (trauma) up till nw i still do not wanna go up by tht staircase.

thn..comes the part where i getta look at the old house where i used to live.
somehw i dun really miss the place.
enterin the house wit my shoes on n walkin ard wit it is definitely an awkward feeling.
i felt so rude n tk terurus. plus it kinda looks somewhat messy n dirty.
the tv and sofas hav also bn shifted to another spot..same goes for the dining table.
the stairs is also quite dusty and the curtains hav bn tied or diselitkan ard the window grills.

it just hav tht feeling of a bachelor's house vibe and also like mcm really a rented house gitu.
lucki i dint go up to the rooms tho. hurhur.
oh well..i guess im just glad tht im able to adapt here at tamp. the room is smaller but i wld prefer tht esp whn im alone. its more cosy and "together".

and the number of SCRAMBLERS here... i.LIKE!
ahahhaa..

i dint noe pampering ur body is this heavenly.
haha.

i love WHITE MUSK!!!!
hot bath + scrubbing sponge + white musk shower gel = boy i smell goooooodddd...
wuuuhhh....syiok.
and to top it off, white musk body lotion...

good night slp i tell u!! i slpt like a baby, with the fan..fuyoo..
hehe!!

(ps. any idea hw to get rid of blackheads? haha.)

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have u ever hav tis feeling tht ure just tired of eating?

well i do. right tis moment.
the season/moment/time of me being so lazy to eat has come.
i can assure u tht its definitely NOT anorexia or bulimia...hahaha..

im just tired of consuming food.
its like the feeling of enjoying what u eat is no longer there anymore.
i eat for the sake of eating. makan jer tapi tk buat pape..

it cld be bcos ive been eating but hav nt been doin much work. so the food dint put to good use fully. like it dint burn out like hw its suppose to be..or used to be.
i miss being busy. haha.