automata?!?!!?

HEADACHE!!!
i hate automata!! playin it n lookin at it is fun n cute n stuff but doin it is lyk hell!! im so super cluless bout tis man..sometimes i wonder "m i in d rite course??" haiz.. wad to do..one thing for sure i wont give up la..but goin thru it is super hard...!! >:( arrggh!!
i see d others do lyk wow! so fast n their progressin alright...but me..stuck at drawings..ahhaha..den again..tink i'll manage to sail thru la ah..always complain bout each n every projects, in d end, i pull thru! nyahahah!!
im so fickle i dunno wad to write..at tyms i kinda hate pid cos of d work(btw i suck at model makin) prob dats y i hate d course..but at other tyms.. i like n enjoy bein part of it..prob cos of d ppl n my frens..veri competitive batch i muz say..n im not gonna give up!! >:)

(note to self: brush up ur model makin skill!!)

whoa..self-motivation seh...