Friday, September 08, 2006

im missing it already...

right now...im missing a lot of things, and alot of people. things are not quite realy the same nowadays..well, lately.

- i miss...my dear dear dear friends...mainly my gang.
nawira, christina, azizah, nadiah and liane. where have u guys been?!??!
i miss hanging out with them, doing stupid stuff, cracking jokes all the time, eating together, caring for one another..basically, just being together as a grp, n sharing our problems n happiness together.


- i miss...doing what i like.
i miss doing what im good at. -art- i miss painting, colouring, drawing.

- i miss...doing something wholeheartedly with no regrets or hatred or split feelings or the feeling of being forced to do it..towards my works..

- i miss...video editing workshop.
haha..this is something new. ive never done this "work" before..n aft the first time i understood how to do it, im already hooked! n now that its over, i miss it already..!

- i miss...the old me.
the one who dont really give up in what shes doing. the one who has that silent motivation going on in her brain. the one who has that quiet determination. the one who has her own target and expectations. the one who silently improve herself n challenge her abilities whenever she finds someone better than her (work wise i mean. nothing personal)

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