senior yr

truthfully,

sometimes i wonder..actually alot of timessss i wonder if im really cut out for this.

being a design student.

i dont know izit cos im in the wrong course, or izit just that i really shouldnt be a design student.

seems like evrytime the big projects come, i dont seem to get things on the right track.

my marks are always borderline cases. altho im always scoring for electives.

i know i wanted to be a design student..or to do something that is related to arts or design.

but i guess its just hard.

i just hope that i will pass n graduate on time. the least i could hope for is a pass.

senior yr..

im holdin on. im just laughin it off.

but the 'demoralizing' feeling is still on.

the disappointments..sometimes im just disappointed in myself in not gettin it right.