my nephew & niece.

i have 2 new HOT, CUTE LOOKING THE.BOMB! eye-candies.
KILLER i tell ya!

i cant stop staring at them.

their pictures are in my handphone.

their pictures are in my comp.

im planning to make a picture collage/scrap book of their pics.

(i feel like a stalker. a creepy one. but heck!)

i tell u..if i dun pamper them in the future pun nasib.

ill be buying them gifts/toys, blanjaring them ice creams, playing all the time ive got wit them

..u tell me....how to reject this kinda faces..

i bet u. its the EYES!!!

Aniq Amiruddin & Qasdina

*speechless*

TV time wit dad

was watching TV with the father earlier. one thing tht i like watchin tv wit him is tht hes always into animal planet, discovery channel n such stuff. its very and really educational i must say. he seems to be really interested in such programmes tht it intrigues me too! n so, being the normal father-daughter relationship we hav, we're always fighting over the remote control n which channel to watch. (i learnt continuous channel surfing from him! hah!)

he wanted to watch Animal Planet. which involves animals attackin each other as their food. i duno y he always like to watch thm. i find thm gruesome and heart pain! oh it hurts me so to see another animal die in the arms of another animal! dont u? another part of it wld be disgusting la n menggelikan esp when it comes to those slimy urgh! binatang.. (i hate snakes!) plus the blood all ard their mouths. like vampire la. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

and so...continuing. it was advertisement so he change to Discovery Channel. (tk kasi chance for me to even watch cartoon! :/ )

so, on Discovery Channel, The Human Body was playing. i finally managed to watch tht show! 12 to 1 am every Weds. and i tell u, it was interesting hw the human body actually works. hw the mind takes over the body thing example when someone is going thru pain, or hw our body reacts to insect bites n "tell" us tht we've been beaten. i duno exactly hw to explain (its more like my own knowledge kinda thing. heh)

but anyway, it was really interesting hw people are able to analyse our body thru science. its really scientific stuff AND it was also visual so its easier for me to understand thm. haha! (well, i am a visual person. heh.) n i was like "WOW! i actually understand this! (im SMART!) HAHA!"

but yea, its really interesting hw God actually created Us, human beings (and the whole world of course). hw intricate and detailed he create us to become. from bones, to muscles, to veins. and even to skin! and hw each of us look so diff. and hw the diff reactions our body give.

anyway, u shld check this out. when ure free.
http://www.discoverychannelasia.com/humanbody/_home/index.shtml

wheres my confidence booster??

so here i am.
surfing the net. listening to my imeem.com
browsing thru jobsdb.com and jobscentral.com, and i realised hw scared and unsure i am.

well there are alot of jobs and different positions available.
but theres so many things goin thru my mind for me to even have the courage to go forward and apply.

1. my dip cert; its nt even relevant to the ones i wanna apply to
2. my portfolio. personally i dun find it strong enuf if i wanna apply to the jobs tht i wan. its so artsy fartsy and basic.
3. my knowledge of the softwares. its basic. ive got alot more to learn but..
4. my creativity level. ok..i hav the talent of executing it but creating designs..hmm..
5. exactly which job/position do i wana do? wad profession do i wanna go into?
6. if i were given the job, i prob cld do it well, but am i able to reach their standards??

i tink my confidence is just low. and im just worryin myself too much. and maybe im puttin too much pressure on myself.
hurh! i duno la.
its just so stressing if i cant reach their standards. my portfolio. oh boy.



BUT!
im suppose to DREAM BIG!
so dream big shla. for you'll never noe ur chances and future.


just received my whole 3yrs transcript. some disappointing grades but i noe i did my best. :] i cant complain much nw. i noe my strengths n weaknesses. on the other hand i dun seem to be gettin the job tht i noe i can do. maybe theres more to it than meets the eye.
sometimes i ask myself "just exactly wat am i good at thn?"

basic courtesy.

let me share something here.

its just something tht i tot people in general shld do. out of basic courtesy.

well, its my opinion. take it or leave it.

ok..so wad i have in mind is tht..

when a guest comes to ur house, in this case, ur own relative,

i tink tht no matter hw tired or sick u are, u shld at least shw ur face (tunjuk muka) rather than to just enter ur room n never come out.

cos...

1. ur guests are waiting for u.

2. they come to see u. not to like get shun or something.

3. its rude. its just plain rude.

cos its ur own relative. a close one tht is. its nt some unknown persn who comes to ur house.

if its a stranger thn i wld say 'itu lain crite la'. but this is ur own close relative.

n another thing. u dun come out of ur room when everyone is alr gone n hav gone home. thts just plain OMG!

ok maybe its just me..but thts what i believe. its just basic courtesy.

like u accompanying ur fren when shes all alone..or no matter hw tight ur schedule is, u somehw make room for some family/friends time. like win-win situation.

its more like hw u treat ppl, and hw u wan ppl to treat u.

listen carefully, i cant go louder than this.

i hate being sick.

gaahhhh...

ive been like lying down for 2 whole days. its killing me seeing myself like tht. hah!

plus losing my VOICE is so not helpin. well, not really totally lose it but this is the most soft-speaking voice ive ever hafta speak. its so unlike me to speak so soft and gentle. WOW!

i sound like an ant trying to talk to a human! thts hw soft i am. nyaahhh!!!

this is the time where my frens will laugh and imitate my oh-so-soft voice. n they'll go.. "huh? what u sayin? cant hear la." and "aww...ur voice so soft..(perempuan melayu teakhir??)" hurhur.

the thing tht puzzles me is tht i dint even get any signs and symptoms of geting sick. except for the unsual feeling at my throat. but just overnight, i can get a fever. hmmm... so now its more like a fever, sorethroat and a controlled-sort-of-like runny nose. with phlegms i hafta keep on spitting out. urgh!

i guess thts wat i get for nt being sick for a very long time. so yea, nw tht ive got no more projects to get myself busy wit ive got no excuse of nt getting sick.

plus wit mom being so cranky is so not helpin me in getting any better.

and me craving for chocolates...wit this sorethroat of mine. waaaaaaaaaaaa..killing me man.

of all times tht i wanna eat chocolates. grrr...

maybe this sickness is teaching me something huh.

perseverance, self-control, some relax time for myself and eat healthy.

hahahaha...

i cant even talk. all i can do nw is to smile, hand/head gestures, facial expressions and mind my own business.

tht pills did not work on me. its suppose to make me drowsy and slpy. but im just lying ard feeling2 drowsy n slpy but its NOT WORKING. guess im immuned. hurhur.

the olden days.

i have a confession to make.


i was a BIG fan of Hi-5!

hahahhaha!!!
i sang along, sometimes dance too. hehe! (it was fun ok!)
and of ALL their songs...this is my one and onli favourite. eep!
back thn..i always tot their dressing...and esp their hairstyles!! and make up are sooooo nice!
hahahahhahaha....

thn now..no more la. old alr. haha!!

but...up till nw i still like this song..

You're My Number 1.



the lyrics like so sweet...for kids to sing-a-long to. hehe.
plus they always make it sound like as if life is so beautiful. HAH!
such delusion. hoho.

oh well.. enjoy the vid. n sing-a-long!!!