a letter for you.

Dear Companies (tht ive sent my resume to),

I SINCERELY and HOPE you could give me a reply, like ASAP!!
I have been sending to many of you, but none of you give a reply.
I feel like I've been stabbed right at the chest. Oh! The pain. :(
You make me feel like I'm unwanted, or incompetent to be accepted in your company. Am I not good enough? That really triggers my confidence, for some time I got confused as to which path I should go to.
Many of you said that "selected candidates will be notified", am I not one of them? Or are you just taking some time going through our resumes that you have got from us graduates?
I have been jobless for 2 to 3 months already. Time is ticking, and I am getting bored staying at home. ("So please..CALL!")

Nonetheless, I will still be sending to many of you out there.
I am still not giving up. I can't. I need the money and job to occupy my time with.
I am so free that I think I've got my sleeping time upside down (wakin up in the noon, slpin in the wee hrs)

Yours Sincerely,
"shla"


Sometimes, I do wonder, just what can I do?
And sometimes, I am ashamed when people start asking me whether have I got a job yet, cause then, I will have to answer - 'Not yet.' or 'Have not'
Cos somehow, that kinda make me feel like Im such a slacker or pemalas punye org..or like "useless".
(padahal, i sent to many, diorg yg tk reply)
ooh nephew crying..BYE!

yay! i got myself busy.

LADIES' DAY OUT

had a 'ladies day out' today..was ok.

initially the plan was a 'sister's day out'..but mom decided to tag along..so off we go..

wit those two lil kiddos..we onli walk2 ard at CS.

it was an experience for me. something prob i can learn from? haha.

baby cry, baby slp, baby wan milk, baby burp, baby change diaper, baby wanna carry, baby...baby baby baby...WOW! hahaha...

we had our list of things to get but wit the speed and the delay here n there..hmm..

lets just say..

its a start..next outing we'll be prepared. :)

NEXT!!!

HUDA'S SHOPPING SPREE

the contented huddy aft her shopping spree.

she was from clueless > depressed > happy > desperate/depressed again > overjoyed huddy!!

hahhah. but it was worth it. she got the stuff she needed for tht function.

next step, the dressing up part.

(huda, ayie better be grateful for tht!! haha.)

yep, mtg place - BUGIS!!

we were from 630pm to like 1030pm.

walkin all ard from bugis village > bugis junction > BHG.

we even rushed ourselves to charles n keith at the closing time. hahaha!!

but it was fun. altho tiring, but still FUN!

when u put the 21 yr olds together, shoppin is always accompanied wit laughter. hehe.

wit captain planet/superhero dreams, to tryin to stuff ourselves wit leftover food, to being lost in lvl2 bugis village, to fitting room experiences, to makin huda try EVERY AVAILABLE DRESS.

and many more....

huda : captain planet

amal : invinsible woman

ima : storm, x-men

shla : poison ivy

sleep.

its 3:35am.
the room is dark, and there were silence. wit onli the side lamp on.
the fan is facing in my direction, giving a cool soothing breeze.
i had my bolster and quilt all around me to keep myself comfy.
i want to hav an early night, hafta wake up earli tmr. 3 weddings to attend.
since 2:30am i kept my eyes shut to put myself to slp.
but since thn i was busy tossing n turning.
it felt like something was not right. but ive no clue.
i kept on opening and closing my eyes.

just wat is wrong wit me tonight?
its 3:50am. i shld try slpin again.
GOODNIGHT!