its just a bad wk.

i cried.

i cldnt stand it anymore. tht class never failed to make me feel like cryin. i just cant hold it anymore today. i tried holdin it during lesson, but once the sch bell ring n ive dismissed thm, n im back at my desk, whoosh!

silently cryin at my desk. gosh.

i dun wanna teach tht class anymore. pls.
i dun understand what the hell do they want.
neither speakin nicely nor shouting at thm helps. wat else?

sometimes i feel like ive failed my duty and responsibility as a teacher. but thn again, maybe im just too hard on myself. maybe its just me aiming and giving myself a high standard tht is impossible for me to achieve..
some of the classes i dun even enjoy goin. i dun enjoy my time 'teachin' thm. cos i dun even get the chance to impart any knowledge or even create tht lil interest in thm. cos they are just so noisy. or maybe its just me who cant handle thm well enuf. instead, i hafta 'force' thm to do their work be it gd or bad just so tht i cld get some works out of thm. which is what im really disappointed bout.

theres many more disappointing things tht happened wit other classes too this wk.
but i'll just leave it as tht, and carry on wit my wkends.
hopefully next wk will be a better wk for me.