beginning of 2007

oh k..finally ive decided to update my blog. havent been having the mood or idea to "talk" on my blog, ever since my late cousin passed away.

suddenly i feel like "whats the use of blogging when at the end of the day u'll go..n who actually cared?" hmm...up till now sometimes when i think bout her death, i dont seem to be able to accept it. was close to her when i was little girl..not anymore when ive grown older, but secretly speaking, evry raya i would look out for her when my family go visiting to my aunt's house. and being able to just see her would just make me feel contented. so for the next raya...i dont know how it'll be.

well, lets put that thot at the back of my head for now. cos life have to carry on..

its 2007, and this yr i DONT have any new yr resolutions. cos i think its dumb, and truthfully speaking, i dont follow any of my past resolutions if i ever rmb them. so whats the point of having them - pointless! hah!

the updates that i have ever since new yr is that

• ive started my project 2 again, which will make me be very busy. i just hope that i'll be able to cope considering that i have limited days of finishing my project. i wonder how other poly schooling students from all courses is able to cope esp if they're juggling work, school, cca, studying, blah blah... its like "izit me who is bad at managing time or izit really cos i have lots of work to do or have i been lazying ard (which i doubt that)?" hmmm....
• next is that i play taufik batisah's latest cd almost everyday. harhar! not that im so patriotic towards our first s'pore idol, but i think the songs are good and pleasing to the ears. :) u go boy! hee...
• then there's me always feeling lazy to eat altho when im hungry..i just feel like im always eating and now im tired of it. i also dont understand.
• and im also feeling lazy for now to dress up when i go to school, unlike when i was yr 1 or first sem of yr 2. prob for now, close to being a senior have put me to have that 'whatever' mood of my dressing sense, and the 'i cant be bothered' thing going on. which is bad cos ive got sip(attachment) and we need to dress up and look presentable.
• i think, im kinda sensing the existence of me transforming from a "girl" to a "lady". im entering the big 2 this yr..(*hint hint*) and somehow im beginning to like and want to
  1. carry a handbag instead of the usual tote bag (which ive accomplished that)
  2. try to wear make up :X i mean like compact powder, blusher, lip gloss, eye shadow +++, instead of just eyeliner, lip gloss n powder. BUT laziness always gets the better of me. khekhekhe...
  3. wear a V-shape/pointed pump shoe instead of the usual sneakers
• i experienced GOD's love towards me and that He's always there for me. (its btwn me and Him..haah)

well...thats all i can think of for now. gotta get back to my sketches. :B