a liil bit more creative pls.

why izit the cliche and common pick-up line?

why izit the awkward kind of environment setting?

why izit always the weirdest guys? (well, to me)

i am nt interested in pick-up lines, i am not easily attracted to such kinds of situations, and i am SCARED-ed away. thank you very much.

i will not entertain such stuff.

That Mall.

Today i wanna talk bout a mall - Jurong Point Mall.

Seriously, that mall is huge! If only it is near my residential area, I would be the one walking around it almost EVERYDAY - which includes shopping of course (heh!). The shops that I can just waste my time around are there - Harris (bookshop), Gramophone (CD shop), all kinds of shoes/bags/clothes/accessories shop, babies and kids shop (which i can buy things for my niece n nephew!). Many many I tell ya! I cant name any more...too many shops.

That mall, is like a has-it-all mall. But I guess its good that its nowhere near my house, cos I'll be having a shopping spree almost everyday! Especially during this (discounts, promotions n festival) period. Temptations!!! Last time I went there, I almost went crazy! Discounted goods at almost half-price! got me buying 2 baju. Luckily I was able to control myself, hehe. And just now I got myself a sandal. Went there with my Dad. It was a fun shopping outing with him. We made fun of and commented on almost everything and anything around us, which includes the crowd. Kecoh! Couples fighting, discounted goods, getting lost, finding the right shop, making our way through the crowd....wah!

Wuh! Tsktsk. I still wanna go there again, lom puas. Haha!! But its going to be a loooong journey from my place to there, so I guess till the next weekend then. Heh..I'm already eyeing on some bags and accessories. :P Pretty pretty stuff.

the silliest thing tht cld EVER happen....

ever encountered the MOST SILLIEST thing tht cld ever happen to u??
haha I DID!

i got locked out of my own bedroom!

hahahah!!! yep! its as simple as tht..its silly, i noe.
i got in, switched on the lights and fan to my bedroom, left my bag n hp in the room, switched on the computer, and went out for a while. i tot i left my door room ajar, but next thing i noe, whn i wanna go back in, the door knob was stuck! o.-
i was like 'hurhur..kidding rite..?'. but NO! it cldnt turn, it wldnt budge. n the door just wont open. -.-
my brotha-in-law (BIL) was laughin at me. best thing - he cldnt find the keys! no keys!! splendid. i laughed at myself too for doin such a silly thing to myself.
first thing tht comes to my mind: 'do we hafta call the bomba??? n pecahkn my door knob??' O.O
of course aft askin tht qs i got laughed at even more. hah! the BIL called the locksmith of course, and he came aft a few hrs.
i did suggest tht i cld climb out of the living room window and make my way to my own bedroom window (if theres even a proper route). afterall it is only the second floor. the most is i'll prob sprain/fracture/break my bones if i were to fall. but according to the BIL, tht act wld be the one thts calling the SCDF even more! ok fine. wrong suggestion thn. so i spent the whole time waiting at the living room playin the BIL's PSP. some shooting game. syiok! (the tv was being conquered wit soccer, by who else.. BIL!!) O.o

i was relieve of course aft i got back my room. (the locksmith must hav tot this is the most slenger case he hav ever attended to). cos he brought a big bag, onli to take out a small gadget tht he had to insert to the door knob keyhole n does a 'click click click' sound until the door opens. hw pathetic was tht!

anyway, at the end of the day, i wld say...gd job to ME! ;D

make bagedils - dedicated to....

for this yr's raya, i did Bagedils. :)
haha..a whole lot of thm..3kg! -.o

did it from scratch - potong, tumbuk, goreng, campur, gaul..and even making it into small looking 'ball'-like shapes. hehe.
im so proud of myself! of course the garam n pepper part i hafta ask my sis. heh.

was reminded by my late grandmother while i was doin it. she used to always do bagedils back thn whn i was lil. with the help of my two aunties. and me, well..i helped out in the curi2 mkn part. haha~ i will curi the sliced potatoes aft she hav fried thm. o0o0o..yummy. and she will always say, 'jgn amik lagi la, nnt tk cukup tau. nah amik nie. dah eh..' and hands me a plate of fried sliced potatoes. 0.0 hahaha..well, it was gd memories. throughout the whole time i was doin the bagedils, her advice kps on lingerin in my head.

• frying the potatoes cannt too long, nnt gelap.
• whn tumbuk the potatoes, make sure it is fully mashed. jadi lembut bile mkn.
• whn tumbuk other ingredients (meat, bawang goreng etc..), dun hafta hit so hard. slightly onli. dun wan too halus. nnt tk rase.
• whn doin the bagedils into small-like balls, must make sure its 'grouped' together. so it wun 'break' whn fryin. jadi cantik.

it was quite an accomplishment for me as it was my first time makin it. :) and i did quite alot. altho personally i find its ABIT bland. maybe shld add slightly more salt. hmm.. hehe. but nonetheless, i passed in making it. cos it dint 'break' whn i fried it on first day of raya. haha!
so, in memory of my late grandmother, let me dedicate this to her, for the knowledge. :)

(ps: hp photo quality low. oops!)

its a gd start..

today, i feel like mak org or isteri org preparin food for the family. hehe.
ok im just exagerrating.
i feel..like im livin my age. nt too childishly, nt too maturedly. (if u get wat i mean)

earlier, mom made me do the cookin for buka puasa today (wit her supervision of course! haha.)
so i had to cook bee hoon goreng(tk pedas), fried hotdog n chicken seaweed (frying is my forte), and also jemput2 ikan bilis. surprisingly, i had fun cooking. haha. my hands smell of bawang n im fine wit it. it is quite tiring tho but it was still something tht ive always secretly wanted to do. haha! (shh..)
*i took pics of the food but im just too lazy to upload. HEHE*

dad helped out in preparin the jemput2 ikan bilis. the funny part is, while i was fryin the hotdog, i heard him sayin, "tawar..nk kene tambah garam sikit". it took me a few seconds to realise tht he cld hav tried n tasted it..n we're rite nw fasting. 0.o
so..i went: tawar eh? ayah rase eh?
n he went: ah2..tawar. rase ah..
me: ayah rase? ayah really rase..tawar? ayah...*pause* skarang puasa kan?
dad: *long pause* EH!! *spits out the dough* ala..kt depan je..sipi..tk rase. (hehe) depan je..
-.- thts my dad. on the second day of fasting month. cute isnt he. hahaha..

thts the fun part of Ramadhan. things tht i dun usually do, i getta do in this month.
theres many things tht i wanna do in this Ramadhan. ive got quite a Ramadhan resolution goin on tis yr. haha. hmm lets see..

1. i wanna complete the terawih for this whole Ramadhan period, minus the part where i'll be on 'holiday' of course. (ive bn skippin some of the days for the past Ramadhan. heh. nt gd.)
2. i wanna upgrade myself religiously. (i will definitely nd books.. n time! ive bn puttin it on hold for past yrs due to sch work. so nw i hafta catch up!!)
   like the sayin goes "sentiasalah setting niat, upgrade iman, dl sabar, upload usaha, delete dosa, update doa n top up ilmu agar bole redeem pahala." which im sure many of us gt tht msg. :)
3. i wan to spend more time wit family n frens. sooo..ppl, lets find a date n book each other for iftar together. :))

there are more things tht i wanna do this Ramadhan. (for pahala sake n also to make me a better Muslim) i shall work towards my goal. hopefully n surely i'll be able to accomplish thm. Amin. :)

tagged!

(1) the age I will be on my next birthday:

(2) a place where i’d like to travel to

(3) my favourite place

*anywhere wit frens*

(4) my favourite food

(5) my favourite colour
(6) my favourite piece of clothing

(7) my favourite song

(8) my favourite tv show

(9) the first name of my significant other/crush

(10) the town in which i am staying(11) my screen name/nickname

(12) my first job
(13) my dream job
(14) a bad habit that i have
(15) my worst fear(16) the one thing that i’d like to do before i die

*haven really given it a thot*

(17) the first thing i will buy if i get $1M

*theres just too many*

(18) how long i took to finish this?

I shall tag the following people:
All my frens who has blogs. HAHA!

Basically, just answer the questions by doing a google image search, take a picture from the first page of results, do it with minimal explanation. (quoted from Huda's blog)
Have fun!

The GAME is on

The 'C' Division boys of my school are off for their soccer tournament nw.
It's the Finals. Hopefully they got the Championship trophy.

'C' Division = lower sec = my students.
They asked me if I'm coming down for the game, and I had to say 'Not going'. It is very disappointing not being able to go. Most of the other teachers are definitely going giving thm support. (I'm so sorry..I have tons of marking to do. ) I will be cheering you guys from here tho.

They obviously are excited and anxious. I wish thm ALL THE BEST!! and also to have fun and enjoy thmselves.
(if only they make equal effort during my class. heh. )
nw tht will be something I WILL look forward to. :)

its just a bad wk.

i cried.

i cldnt stand it anymore. tht class never failed to make me feel like cryin. i just cant hold it anymore today. i tried holdin it during lesson, but once the sch bell ring n ive dismissed thm, n im back at my desk, whoosh!

silently cryin at my desk. gosh.

i dun wanna teach tht class anymore. pls.
i dun understand what the hell do they want.
neither speakin nicely nor shouting at thm helps. wat else?

sometimes i feel like ive failed my duty and responsibility as a teacher. but thn again, maybe im just too hard on myself. maybe its just me aiming and giving myself a high standard tht is impossible for me to achieve..
some of the classes i dun even enjoy goin. i dun enjoy my time 'teachin' thm. cos i dun even get the chance to impart any knowledge or even create tht lil interest in thm. cos they are just so noisy. or maybe its just me who cant handle thm well enuf. instead, i hafta 'force' thm to do their work be it gd or bad just so tht i cld get some works out of thm. which is what im really disappointed bout.

theres many more disappointing things tht happened wit other classes too this wk.
but i'll just leave it as tht, and carry on wit my wkends.
hopefully next wk will be a better wk for me.

its bn a long time...

there's 3 things tht i wanna eat.

1. epok-epok
2. kare pap (curry puff)
3. kfc

just havin those thots in my head alr make me drool.

prepare the pails people. its gonna be a heavy downpour.

anyone interested in my lil food quest? :)

topic of the day.

a conversation between students and their teacher.

student1: "Tcher. Which institution were you from?"
teacher: "Temasek Polytechnic."
student1: "Woohooo!! hahahaha.. best ahhh" (with hands up)
student3 : "over there got design fashion rite?"
student2: "waahh temasek poly eh..hahaha..then tcher, do u getta see Sleeq all the time?" (smiling and grinning)
student1: "yaaa..do u see thm??"

long pause..the teacher thinks hard on how to ans.

teacher: "hah hah hah...yes i do see thm."

pause again..

students: "wah gerek seh..getta see thm.."
teacher: "actually, one of them is even my fren..no wait, junior. hahaha.."

tht left the students all so excited and happily smiling.
oh how ive made their day. haha!!
altho i do wonder why izit so exciting..maybe cos ive seen thm everyday, so its like a norm for me. heh...

The next phase of life

4:45am - Madonna & Justin Timberlake starts singin 4Minutes.

5:00am - Ungu sang Andai Ku Tahu.

Waking up this early is never easy. NEVER. But i manage to as i dint hav a gd night slp either. Was busy tossing and turning cos 1. i cant get my eyes to shut. 2. my mind was subconciously thinking of the next day. Heh..

I was ready by 5:45, prayed subuh and 'all set n ready to go!'. The parents wanted to send as it was the first day, plus its all the way at Jurong East. So, I just went along with it. Morning ride was quiet, peaceful and calming, somehow. It was probably what i needed for that morning. (psst..i saw a uniformed SCDF guy riding scrambler la seyy. hehe.) Being early, Dad made a one whole around the neighbourhood to kill time. (dint really help much tho) So, he decided to just enter the gates..and send me.

Reminicing the past, I felt like a student again, but this time, i have to report to the General Office and leave my bag at the Staff Room. WOW! School bell rings and we report to the hall. Sang Majulah Singapura and said the Pledge with pride, and after that, the show begins. The Art Relief Teacher story..

Good thing for me, its a 2 Art Teacher per class for this week, so I dint do the teaching. Its 'watch and learn', and the teachers there were very nice and kind to guide, teach and advice me on anything and everything related to students, school, teaching and discipline. Walked around the class, interacted with the students of lower secondary classes. As introduced as Ms Sheela, the all-time-fav sheilaon7 n shelia majid joke came up. Being the all-time sheelaBLUR, at some point of time, I dint respond to Teacher2, or tcher! cos i totally forgot that i was really a teacher there. I dint hav time to eat until the end of school (hungry dong!). Plus, I got sort of lost my way around the school. Its seriously huge and everything kinda looks the same. heh! But, it sure was an experience, and a learning point. Something new and interesting. Although the students can be a lil playfully hyper-active and mischievously cheeky at times, but, what else can you expect, right?. :) (Next week I start solo. :/ )

Having to stand and do a lot of walking, I ended my day with an aching feet and a burst blister! OUCH! and oh! back ache!! Now, will that be worth it?

a letter for you.

Dear Companies (tht ive sent my resume to),

I SINCERELY and HOPE you could give me a reply, like ASAP!!
I have been sending to many of you, but none of you give a reply.
I feel like I've been stabbed right at the chest. Oh! The pain. :(
You make me feel like I'm unwanted, or incompetent to be accepted in your company. Am I not good enough? That really triggers my confidence, for some time I got confused as to which path I should go to.
Many of you said that "selected candidates will be notified", am I not one of them? Or are you just taking some time going through our resumes that you have got from us graduates?
I have been jobless for 2 to 3 months already. Time is ticking, and I am getting bored staying at home. ("So please..CALL!")

Nonetheless, I will still be sending to many of you out there.
I am still not giving up. I can't. I need the money and job to occupy my time with.
I am so free that I think I've got my sleeping time upside down (wakin up in the noon, slpin in the wee hrs)

Yours Sincerely,
"shla"


Sometimes, I do wonder, just what can I do?
And sometimes, I am ashamed when people start asking me whether have I got a job yet, cause then, I will have to answer - 'Not yet.' or 'Have not'
Cos somehow, that kinda make me feel like Im such a slacker or pemalas punye org..or like "useless".
(padahal, i sent to many, diorg yg tk reply)
ooh nephew crying..BYE!

yay! i got myself busy.

LADIES' DAY OUT

had a 'ladies day out' today..was ok.

initially the plan was a 'sister's day out'..but mom decided to tag along..so off we go..

wit those two lil kiddos..we onli walk2 ard at CS.

it was an experience for me. something prob i can learn from? haha.

baby cry, baby slp, baby wan milk, baby burp, baby change diaper, baby wanna carry, baby...baby baby baby...WOW! hahaha...

we had our list of things to get but wit the speed and the delay here n there..hmm..

lets just say..

its a start..next outing we'll be prepared. :)

NEXT!!!

HUDA'S SHOPPING SPREE

the contented huddy aft her shopping spree.

she was from clueless > depressed > happy > desperate/depressed again > overjoyed huddy!!

hahhah. but it was worth it. she got the stuff she needed for tht function.

next step, the dressing up part.

(huda, ayie better be grateful for tht!! haha.)

yep, mtg place - BUGIS!!

we were from 630pm to like 1030pm.

walkin all ard from bugis village > bugis junction > BHG.

we even rushed ourselves to charles n keith at the closing time. hahaha!!

but it was fun. altho tiring, but still FUN!

when u put the 21 yr olds together, shoppin is always accompanied wit laughter. hehe.

wit captain planet/superhero dreams, to tryin to stuff ourselves wit leftover food, to being lost in lvl2 bugis village, to fitting room experiences, to makin huda try EVERY AVAILABLE DRESS.

and many more....

huda : captain planet

amal : invinsible woman

ima : storm, x-men

shla : poison ivy

sleep.

its 3:35am.
the room is dark, and there were silence. wit onli the side lamp on.
the fan is facing in my direction, giving a cool soothing breeze.
i had my bolster and quilt all around me to keep myself comfy.
i want to hav an early night, hafta wake up earli tmr. 3 weddings to attend.
since 2:30am i kept my eyes shut to put myself to slp.
but since thn i was busy tossing n turning.
it felt like something was not right. but ive no clue.
i kept on opening and closing my eyes.

just wat is wrong wit me tonight?
its 3:50am. i shld try slpin again.
GOODNIGHT!

and GOD gav me friendship.

i was looking thru some funny friendship quotes.

somehow i find these..SO TRUE!

~~~~~~~~~~

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. - Bernard Meltzer

I know all those people.

I have friendly, social, and criminal relations with the whole lot of them. - Mark Twain

A friend is a person before whom I may think aloud. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

~~~~~~~~~~

Things don't go wrong and break your heart so you can become bitter and give up.

They happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be.

- Charles "Tremendous" Jones

greenery

tht view outside my bedroom window.

somehow it looks so calm despite the rain.

my family

just when i was bout to look forward to tht outing...
nw, its bn cancelled.. oh boy..
the disappointment. the boredom.

i miss family outing.
its bn ages since my WHOLE family actually go out together.
and the chances of us goin out..is like zero to hero. ok make tht hero to ZERO!
it seems like everybody's life is progressing, except for mine. hmm...

everything just seems empty now.
oh well..it kinda sucks being the last child actually.

note to self: KEEP YOURSELF BUSY. (mind over emotions babe!)

that old house

went back to pasir ris on sun. and boy it felt weird. dad wanted to collect money from the tenants.

there hav bn quite a no of changes done to the buildin since the last time i saw it.
new pasted flooring for the lift (quite orbit), blue paint for the railings of the staircase (ee..), and somehw the corridor seem to look spacious nw.
lookin at tht staircase nex to the lift so remind of tht incident i so DO NOT wanna rmb. (trauma) up till nw i still do not wanna go up by tht staircase.

thn..comes the part where i getta look at the old house where i used to live.
somehw i dun really miss the place.
enterin the house wit my shoes on n walkin ard wit it is definitely an awkward feeling.
i felt so rude n tk terurus. plus it kinda looks somewhat messy n dirty.
the tv and sofas hav also bn shifted to another spot..same goes for the dining table.
the stairs is also quite dusty and the curtains hav bn tied or diselitkan ard the window grills.

it just hav tht feeling of a bachelor's house vibe and also like mcm really a rented house gitu.
lucki i dint go up to the rooms tho. hurhur.
oh well..i guess im just glad tht im able to adapt here at tamp. the room is smaller but i wld prefer tht esp whn im alone. its more cosy and "together".

and the number of SCRAMBLERS here... i.LIKE!
ahahhaa..

i dint noe pampering ur body is this heavenly.
haha.

i love WHITE MUSK!!!!
hot bath + scrubbing sponge + white musk shower gel = boy i smell goooooodddd...
wuuuhhh....syiok.
and to top it off, white musk body lotion...

good night slp i tell u!! i slpt like a baby, with the fan..fuyoo..
hehe!!

(ps. any idea hw to get rid of blackheads? haha.)

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

have u ever hav tis feeling tht ure just tired of eating?

well i do. right tis moment.
the season/moment/time of me being so lazy to eat has come.
i can assure u tht its definitely NOT anorexia or bulimia...hahaha..

im just tired of consuming food.
its like the feeling of enjoying what u eat is no longer there anymore.
i eat for the sake of eating. makan jer tapi tk buat pape..

it cld be bcos ive been eating but hav nt been doin much work. so the food dint put to good use fully. like it dint burn out like hw its suppose to be..or used to be.
i miss being busy. haha.

my nephew & niece.

i have 2 new HOT, CUTE LOOKING THE.BOMB! eye-candies.
KILLER i tell ya!

i cant stop staring at them.

their pictures are in my handphone.

their pictures are in my comp.

im planning to make a picture collage/scrap book of their pics.

(i feel like a stalker. a creepy one. but heck!)

i tell u..if i dun pamper them in the future pun nasib.

ill be buying them gifts/toys, blanjaring them ice creams, playing all the time ive got wit them

..u tell me....how to reject this kinda faces..

i bet u. its the EYES!!!

Aniq Amiruddin & Qasdina

*speechless*

TV time wit dad

was watching TV with the father earlier. one thing tht i like watchin tv wit him is tht hes always into animal planet, discovery channel n such stuff. its very and really educational i must say. he seems to be really interested in such programmes tht it intrigues me too! n so, being the normal father-daughter relationship we hav, we're always fighting over the remote control n which channel to watch. (i learnt continuous channel surfing from him! hah!)

he wanted to watch Animal Planet. which involves animals attackin each other as their food. i duno y he always like to watch thm. i find thm gruesome and heart pain! oh it hurts me so to see another animal die in the arms of another animal! dont u? another part of it wld be disgusting la n menggelikan esp when it comes to those slimy urgh! binatang.. (i hate snakes!) plus the blood all ard their mouths. like vampire la. rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

and so...continuing. it was advertisement so he change to Discovery Channel. (tk kasi chance for me to even watch cartoon! :/ )

so, on Discovery Channel, The Human Body was playing. i finally managed to watch tht show! 12 to 1 am every Weds. and i tell u, it was interesting hw the human body actually works. hw the mind takes over the body thing example when someone is going thru pain, or hw our body reacts to insect bites n "tell" us tht we've been beaten. i duno exactly hw to explain (its more like my own knowledge kinda thing. heh)

but anyway, it was really interesting hw people are able to analyse our body thru science. its really scientific stuff AND it was also visual so its easier for me to understand thm. haha! (well, i am a visual person. heh.) n i was like "WOW! i actually understand this! (im SMART!) HAHA!"

but yea, its really interesting hw God actually created Us, human beings (and the whole world of course). hw intricate and detailed he create us to become. from bones, to muscles, to veins. and even to skin! and hw each of us look so diff. and hw the diff reactions our body give.

anyway, u shld check this out. when ure free.
http://www.discoverychannelasia.com/humanbody/_home/index.shtml

wheres my confidence booster??

so here i am.
surfing the net. listening to my imeem.com
browsing thru jobsdb.com and jobscentral.com, and i realised hw scared and unsure i am.

well there are alot of jobs and different positions available.
but theres so many things goin thru my mind for me to even have the courage to go forward and apply.

1. my dip cert; its nt even relevant to the ones i wanna apply to
2. my portfolio. personally i dun find it strong enuf if i wanna apply to the jobs tht i wan. its so artsy fartsy and basic.
3. my knowledge of the softwares. its basic. ive got alot more to learn but..
4. my creativity level. ok..i hav the talent of executing it but creating designs..hmm..
5. exactly which job/position do i wana do? wad profession do i wanna go into?
6. if i were given the job, i prob cld do it well, but am i able to reach their standards??

i tink my confidence is just low. and im just worryin myself too much. and maybe im puttin too much pressure on myself.
hurh! i duno la.
its just so stressing if i cant reach their standards. my portfolio. oh boy.



BUT!
im suppose to DREAM BIG!
so dream big shla. for you'll never noe ur chances and future.


just received my whole 3yrs transcript. some disappointing grades but i noe i did my best. :] i cant complain much nw. i noe my strengths n weaknesses. on the other hand i dun seem to be gettin the job tht i noe i can do. maybe theres more to it than meets the eye.
sometimes i ask myself "just exactly wat am i good at thn?"

basic courtesy.

let me share something here.

its just something tht i tot people in general shld do. out of basic courtesy.

well, its my opinion. take it or leave it.

ok..so wad i have in mind is tht..

when a guest comes to ur house, in this case, ur own relative,

i tink tht no matter hw tired or sick u are, u shld at least shw ur face (tunjuk muka) rather than to just enter ur room n never come out.

cos...

1. ur guests are waiting for u.

2. they come to see u. not to like get shun or something.

3. its rude. its just plain rude.

cos its ur own relative. a close one tht is. its nt some unknown persn who comes to ur house.

if its a stranger thn i wld say 'itu lain crite la'. but this is ur own close relative.

n another thing. u dun come out of ur room when everyone is alr gone n hav gone home. thts just plain OMG!

ok maybe its just me..but thts what i believe. its just basic courtesy.

like u accompanying ur fren when shes all alone..or no matter hw tight ur schedule is, u somehw make room for some family/friends time. like win-win situation.

its more like hw u treat ppl, and hw u wan ppl to treat u.

listen carefully, i cant go louder than this.

i hate being sick.

gaahhhh...

ive been like lying down for 2 whole days. its killing me seeing myself like tht. hah!

plus losing my VOICE is so not helpin. well, not really totally lose it but this is the most soft-speaking voice ive ever hafta speak. its so unlike me to speak so soft and gentle. WOW!

i sound like an ant trying to talk to a human! thts hw soft i am. nyaahhh!!!

this is the time where my frens will laugh and imitate my oh-so-soft voice. n they'll go.. "huh? what u sayin? cant hear la." and "aww...ur voice so soft..(perempuan melayu teakhir??)" hurhur.

the thing tht puzzles me is tht i dint even get any signs and symptoms of geting sick. except for the unsual feeling at my throat. but just overnight, i can get a fever. hmmm... so now its more like a fever, sorethroat and a controlled-sort-of-like runny nose. with phlegms i hafta keep on spitting out. urgh!

i guess thts wat i get for nt being sick for a very long time. so yea, nw tht ive got no more projects to get myself busy wit ive got no excuse of nt getting sick.

plus wit mom being so cranky is so not helpin me in getting any better.

and me craving for chocolates...wit this sorethroat of mine. waaaaaaaaaaaa..killing me man.

of all times tht i wanna eat chocolates. grrr...

maybe this sickness is teaching me something huh.

perseverance, self-control, some relax time for myself and eat healthy.

hahahaha...

i cant even talk. all i can do nw is to smile, hand/head gestures, facial expressions and mind my own business.

tht pills did not work on me. its suppose to make me drowsy and slpy. but im just lying ard feeling2 drowsy n slpy but its NOT WORKING. guess im immuned. hurhur.

the olden days.

i have a confession to make.


i was a BIG fan of Hi-5!

hahahhaha!!!
i sang along, sometimes dance too. hehe! (it was fun ok!)
and of ALL their songs...this is my one and onli favourite. eep!
back thn..i always tot their dressing...and esp their hairstyles!! and make up are sooooo nice!
hahahahhahaha....

thn now..no more la. old alr. haha!!

but...up till nw i still like this song..

You're My Number 1.



the lyrics like so sweet...for kids to sing-a-long to. hehe.
plus they always make it sound like as if life is so beautiful. HAH!
such delusion. hoho.

oh well.. enjoy the vid. n sing-a-long!!!

call me - MISS PLASTER FINGERS

my wound cant stop bleeding.

my mistake.


accidentally sliced my thumb while helpin the seniors cut the PU foams wit the blades.
we're makin a humongous sculpture. heh.

deep wound.
it instantly bleeds right aft the incident. n drip drip drip on my way to the sink.
hoho.
even washin doesnt help. the blood still flows n drip! :/

changed the plaster 3 times.. also dint stop it from bleeding. hurhur.
it kinda stop cos i tape it tightly.

to make things worse. right nw, at 3.37am i accidentally put pressure on it. n it bleeds again. darn! stupid move.

must hav been a stuperbly deep cut. did it hit a tiny nerve? 0.0
SHEESH!
4 finger injuries in one day. HAH! record breaker.

but!! we got free satays n chickens n roti johns and....mineral waters. haha. it was worth the time in sch. we actually stayed till 12am! :B
yeap.. i can hear u guys go "OMG!! SHLA!!!". loud n clear babes..loud n clear.

but i guess its just the fun part of it where everyone work together n gung ho..hoping to see the final product. we have our crazy moments. guess thts the best memories we can bring aft grad.

:)

and its all for the big nite!
DIPLOMA SHOW.
come ok! u are welcomed. :)

dedicated to YOU!

i tink im really blessed this year.

for having such great galfrens surroundin me. n guy frens too of course. haha.

seriously and truthfully.



i rmbd prayin to GOD to giv me true frens. and HE gave me more.

HE gav me true sincere sweet caring unexpected frendships..and i cldnt hav asked for more.

thinkin back..my prayers have been answered. for real.



im really greatful for tht. THANK YOU.





MY 21ST WAS AWESOME.



*psst: huddy, i wan the pics!! hahah!*

25feb

25feb2008

i must say my 21st bdae is quite a memorable yr. despite many "things" tht hav happened and all.

ive reached 21! *reality is sinkin in* and seriously..its quite a steppin stone for me. somehow i feel tht i hafta do some reflections and improvisations on myself. plus ill be a DOUBLE aunty soon.. its the ADULT age. ultimate man. fuuhh!! i feel old la. hahah.

and so..my 21st was happening i tell ya!

1. FYP submission - spent the whole day in sch. rushing for submission, kinda cried cos too gabra n panicked. YET superbly high n zombified due to no slp. HAH!

THANX SCH...

thts my head massager. wait. make tht temple area onli to massage for office working adults, cum mp3 player. :)

2. i suddenly received many bdae wishes from almost the whole AFY (ex) exco and other AFYians..very unexpected considerin i dint even publicize it. someone must hav saboh-ed me.. so THANK YOU!! n thnx too to kak ariffah, danial, along, kak nur, mamat, kak khalimah, wafi, kak hazlina, apit, faizul, hanaa, huda, amalina, ezaty.... i suddenly feel so touched n loved n like lil girl/sista to this ppl. hohoho... SO SWEET LAA!!! HEHE. (kak ariffah blanja me KFC :] hehe.)

3. birthday wishes from TP AND OTHER FRENS..

THANK YOU!! rosa, nuridah, pei huan, benson, fiona, sam, nasry..lena n idzwan was there too..my cousin elle lea (actually illia. hah!)

4. 2 surprises in diff times. wit diff grp of ppl.

FEB BABIES! me n asiah.. hanaa was suppose to be there..BUT she gt work. haiz..

it was suppose to be an AFY girls gathering thingy..SUDDENLY one cake come pop out from no where. hehe. cute! i wonder which one of them is the culprit. hmmm....i hav my suspects... haha. :B

the girls tht went thru thick, thin, hell and heaven and what nots..azizah, nawira, christina, liane.

tht was on our submission day. somehw we dun look tht shagged. my plan was to come to sch early in morn do work, submit in the evening, n GO HOME SLP! but noooo...there was a surprise. i went home wit this bunch of girls. thn the BroInLaw picked me up from home n brought me to white sands swensens to meet up wit this bunch of oh-so-lovely ladies. and to think tht they even pakat wit my sis n bil! hurhur. but it was a real surprise. despite us being so tired n slpy they cld pull this off well! im impressed. hehe.

THANX LADIES...

THANX GUYS..

THANX FRENSTER. HAHAHAHA....

a memorable 21st bdae. :)

(ceh! mcm menang award. lol!!)

(erm...any more surprises for me?? hehe.. *shla too much.* hahahah...)

AFY get together.

17feb2008

AFY girls get together.
supposedly to be there..AGFT, AFY NETBALL, AFY CAMP AKU, AFY EXCO. girls onli.
but....onli AGFT came. :( saded. and the exco. but!! we still had lots of FUN & LAUGHTER.


we did it KAMPUNG style. nasi ambeng and tikars.

and its even OUTDOORS!!! excited amal. whahaha...

jenga, scrabble, 5 stones, frisbee, kite...JIWANG songs (thnx to jaja's n fiqah's phone). just missed out the guitar n relek one corner part.

SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CAKE! our very own chocolate fondue cum "campfire". hehe.

ouuuhhh!!! the ultimate story. my ATTEMPT to fly the kite. deprive from childhood old times. :/ hahaha... all kinds of pose i can do JUST to fly the kite.

sort of "silat" pose also hav ok! hehe. and the 2 makciks wit their gadgets. HALAMAK!

and yes.. even flying kite also can make me fall. y??? cos...i got entangled wit the string laaa... kwang kwang kwang. haha. yes even to my toes n legs... and..quite a no of times the handle of the kite flew rite out of my hand and sort of flew away. WAHAHAHA!!! wad an act! tht kite is HAVOC! it flew in circles and always "commit suicide" to the left. -.- theres even hole..n we used tapes to cover it. hoho!

all in all.. we totally enjoyed ourselves and had loads of fun..a gd way to destress..for me. hehe!